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Bob Perry's avatar

Wow wow wow Robert! What clarity and also an openness about that clarity. Thank you for sharing. This brief piece is simply profound.

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wes's avatar

Thank you for this one, Robert.

Looking back at all the twists and turns of my so-called "spiritual" life, I can only smile at it all. Every time, with each new addition to or subtraction from the great glob of ethereal nonsense, I was absolutely certain of one thing: "THIS IS IT!'. Every fucking time! Annnnd, every one of those things has long been abandoned as if it had never happened, replaced by the next thing, and the next, and...

I'm older now, yet I still feel myself drawn to different stuff, only the moth might have finally learned to avoid the flame.

Am I an animal? Yes. A cleaned-up animal with a souped-up brain, able to tie itself into metaphysical knots if it's not careful. What I once thought of as "spirituality" seems to be no more than the imaginings of a ball of fat in my skull with enormous powers of self-delusion.

All I do know is that I'm pretty sure that I'll never know what any of this really is, or what, if anything, lies beyond it. The trouble, of course, is that I have a real tendency to think that I do know. Your books have been instrumental in the dismantling of so much of this. Thanks again...

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